Your Eyes are Spoiler

I never understand why people fight each other. If there's love in this world, why do people fight? 

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Menikmati alunan musik dengan kata demi kata yang sebenarnya tak kumengerti maknanya. Ya, aku tak perlu bahasa untuk memahami isi lagu ini. Yang mampu kuresapi, dan kian terasa ialah rasa sakit hati yang mendalam. Belum, aku belum tahu maksudnya. 

Spoiler, like what the song said

Your words and actions successfully took my attention away like it's gonna spoil the future of our relationship. We've been quiet for three days. Like a spinning wheel, a day was like a hell. It kept spinning that I always felt like I was thrown so high then fell down, kept in repeat. I was like waiting something that would never happen. I always think that crying will make me feel better. But, I couldn't even cry. I pretended to be strong. Yet, I wasn't strong enough. 

I wasn't mad at you. I was scared. Scared of being forgotten, scared of being blamed.. of something that I didn't do..